Posted by: jhbelljr | January 3, 2012

2011 Christmas Letter

One of my New Year’s Resolutions is to blog regularly! I am starting by posting our Christmas Letter which has some big news … Read it and weep … for JOY! :-)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dearly Beloved,

This year, we have a very happy, nearly-unbelievable story of God’s providence, goodness and love to share. The news: we have added a son to our family. The story: nearly 30 years ago as a teenager before we met and were married, Margaret had a baby and made the painful choice to give him up for a closed adoption through a Christian adoption agency. He searched for and was able to find Margaret in July. This naturally came as a great shock even though we both were aware that this might happen someday. After much communication with him and between the two of us, we decided to share with Megan and Katie on Thanksgiving Day in New York City that they have an older brother. It was a wild and happy moment in life.

We feel blessed by God. There is much to share, but suffice it to say now: we have completely embraced him and his family and all of us are ecstatic, filled with joy and wonder. His name is Matthew R. Griffith. He lives in Montgomery, Alabama, with his lovely wife, Hailey, and baby girl, Mary Charles. He was raised in Anniston, Alabama, graduated from Auburn University and is a lawyer specializing in medical defense work.

Life is good. “All things truly do work together for the good …”

Briefly, in other news …

John enjoyed a well-earned 5-month sabbatical this year, returning to work in mid-September. Margaret is now the Faith Relations Manager at Metro-Denver Habitat for Humanity. Megan spent the 1st half of the year as a manager in salon shoes at Nordstrom in Cherry Creek but moved to Buffalo in August to commence a Masters in Arts Management. She loves the program and is bracing for the big, bad weather in Buffalo. Katie is a senior at Lees-McRae in Banner Elk, North Carolina, majoring in English, enjoying life and living for the summer when she morphs into the perfect camp counselor at Glen Arden in Tuxedo, North Carolina.

We wish you all a very Merry Christmas! Keep in touch!

With full hearts,

The Bells

Posted by: jhbelljr | September 23, 2011

Sabbatical Report

My sabbatical started on Easter Sunday, April 25, in exhaustion. I had been through Lent, Holy Week and preached 4 services on Sunday. I went home, ate a quick lunch (We celebrate Easter evening when I am more relaxed!), took a blessed nap and then went for an 8 mile run. It was only on my walk home from Washington Park after my run that it actually dawned on me that my alarm would not go off on Monday. It was a feeling of extreme freedom and a deep, deep peace in my soul.

Like most in positions of leadership, I think of myself as “ten-feet tall and bullet-proof” but I had to admit that I very much needed a break. I went to seminary only a few months after college and have been steadily at work in the church for 27 years. Plus, our family had experienced a great deal of loss in the recent past. I looked forward to this break for some time.

After a handful of painful experiences with clergy malfeasance, Wellshire has made intentional efforts to care for its clergy, and the gift of a sabbatical rest is a tangible sign of that compassion. Since the mid-1990’s Wellshire’s progressive personnel policy has made allowance for sabbatical leaves under certain conditions. Now, many presbyteries require it.  A sabbatical is not an extended vacation but is a time for rest, renewal and rededication. It was exactly that for me.

My time began slowly and awkwardly, as my daughter, Katie, was in a horrible car accident in North Carolina. She fell asleep at the wheel, and the car went off the road, flipped and rolled down an embankment. She is very fortunate to be alive. The air bag did not deploy, and she suffered a very serious concussion, banging her head in three different places. (I am pleased to say she is doing very well.)  Katie demanded our nearly full-time attention for a couple of weeks, but this painful situation reminded me how important it is to be surrounded by a caring church family during difficult times. At first we all felt horrible alone until word slowly started leaking out and we started to hear from many in the congregation. The church is at its best when it cares for those in need or crisis.

I could write a (very boring) book about what I did for the past few months, but here let me offer only a summary:

I traveled a great deal. I drove Katie back across the country and tried to learn from her about pop music and hip hop. I now know the difference between Katy Perry and Lady Gaga, Cee Lo Green and Bruno Mars. At the end of the summer, I went on a 2,300 mile adventure to install my older daughter in an apartment in Buffalo, so she can pursue a master’s degree in Arts Management at the University of Buffalo. This involved driving a loaded Penske truck with her furniture from Atlanta to Buffalo. What a thrill! And Margaret and I went on a ten-day trip to Massachusetts that included a three-day weekend at Tanglewood in the Berkshires, three days on Martha’s Vineyard and a general romp around Boston. Additionally, I spend a few days in solitude up in the beautiful mountains of Colorado, took a group of young adults to Israel and went fishing in Manitoba outside Winnipeg on a remote lake with some friends from Denver. Each of those trips were priceless and each provided great joy.

The balance of the time was spent at home in Denver. Some folks go to exotic locations to study during their sabbaticals. When I was considering where to go to study, it dawned on me that I study best at home. I have a nice office at home, a comfortable desk, books and a filing system for my clippings. I do my best thinking at home (or walking around Washington Park!).

My days usually began by thoroughly reading 2 or 3 newspapers – and coffee. Then I studied for about 4-5 hours. My basic aim was learn more about the history and development of music and astronomy. I rambled through a series of lectures on each subject and read a few books and articles. It is important for me to say that I am not an expert on either subject! I would equate my level of learning in both subjects as about what a college freshman would learn in an entry level course! I do expect to continue studying both subjects until I do have some mastery but this will take 3-5 years. By mid-afternoon, I was generally ready for a nap, which was followed by a jog – until I hurt my back in mid-June. By 4:00 pm or so, I turned my attention to dinner! I enjoy cooking, so most days I poured over a cook book, went to the grocery store and cooked dinner with Megan who wanted to hone her cooking skills too.

I visited churches every Sunday when I was not in transit. I could ask spill a lot of ink on my experiences, but I can summarize my experiences quite simply: it was depressing! I did mostly go to main-line, Presbyterian churches on various sizes in various cities. Admittedly, it was summer and most churches slow down dramatically during the summer, but the level of energy out there was abysmal. These experiences made me LOVE (and MISS) my OWN CONGREGATION and will push me harder to reach out to those who do not have a strong, spirited congregation in which to worship and serve God. It is possible that I will be perceived as being more intentional about evangelism post-sabbatical.

I did many things that regular people do that I do not do very often because of the oddity of my schedule. I watched more television, went to more movies, watched more baseball, read more murder mystery novels, and spent more time working on my iPod playlists than I have ever done in my entire life. I had planned on ramping up my running during this time. I did run two half-marathons in the late spring, but I injured my back in mid-June and was unable to continue running. I did not play golf once.

Was this “a life changing” experience? Yes. I have never experienced anything even remotely close to this as an adult. Like many, my sense of self or person-hood is closely tied to my sense of vocation and my occupation, and to not “go to work” caused me to do a lot of soul searching. I believe I have a better sense of who am I, what my gifts for ministry and life are, and what I need to be doing with my time. However, I also feel somewhat affirmed in my ministry with my congregation. We worked hard on a strategic plan a couple of years ago that I believe in even more firmly. We have a great staff and an energetic congregation. I have returned with more energy and passion for what we ARE doing!

There’s a lot more than I can write, but there’s probably not a lot more that you would read!

In closing, I must thank Chuck Sparks and Pattie Kitchen who split my duties while I was absent and by all accounts did a marvelous job. I also wish to thank the congregation for this great gift.

To life … together!

Posted by: jhbelljr | June 9, 2011

Love Thy Rottweiler

[Note: this sermon manuscript has NOT been edited and may contain errors!]

This section on the Sermon on the Mount is a continuation of Jesus’ reinterpretation of the Hebrew Law. He says that he did not come to abolish the law but to fulfill it and proceeds to raise the ethical bar to a nearly impossible – almost laughable – level. He demands absolute righteousness from his followers. He makes demands that none of us can perfectly fulfill: Jesus does not want his disciples to be angry with others or lust or divorce or swear. “Let your ‘yes,’ be ‘yes’ and your ‘no,’ be ‘no.’” He adds to that list in our text this morning.

First, he says: 38 ‘You have heard that it was said, “An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.” This seems just and fair and was – apparently – the normative interpretation of the Hebrew Law in Jesus’ time. However, Jesus demands more from his followers: “39 But I say to you, Do not resist an evildoer.” And he provides three examples of what he means by “not resisting” an evildoer: “If anyone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other also; 40 AND if anyone wants to sue you and take your coat, give your cloak as well; 41 AND if anyone forces you to go one mile, go also the second mile. 42 Give to everyone who begs from you, and do not refuse anyone who wants to borrow from you.”

Many Christians have understood these words to mean that Christians are not to fight evil, that we are to put aside concern for self-protection, personal security or individual justice and become doormats for evil doers, who may trample over us because that’s what Jesus tells us to do. Read in that way, it appears the Christians are to appear to be very weak to the world.

I disagree. To me, this passage calls on disciples to show great self-control and strength. The misunderstanding can probably be traced to that little word “resist.” In English, it cannot here be taken literally. Most English translations say that we are not to resist the evil doer. If Christians are to do anything, it is to resist evil. Well-known author and pastor, Walter Wink [Message by Walter Wink: The Third Way, November 14, 1993] reminds us that Jesus himself did resist evil in every form. He writes, “There is not a single instance in which Jesus does not resist evil when he encounters it.” Surely, he expects us to do the same in his name.

According to Wink, the word “resist” is not mistranslated; it is “under-translated.”  The Greek term is antistenai, which literally means “to stand against.” Jesus says, do not stand against the evil one, meaning, do not resist or fight evil on its own terms. In other words, we might say, “Do not go toe to toe with evil.” One writer [Eugene Peterson] says this means, “No more tit for tat stuff.” If someone takes your eye, do not stand against evil by taking his eye; if someone knocks out your tooth, do not resist or stand against evil by knocking out his tooth.

 

Jesus coaches his disciples to seek a higher way, a harder way to resist evil or stand against the evil one and that is by non-violent solutions. Again, Wink, “When Jesus says, ‘Do not resist one who is evil,’ there is something stronger than resist. It’s do not resist violently. Jesus is [telling us] do not resist evil on its own terms. Don’t let your opponent dictate the terms of your opposition. … Jesus is trying to break the spiral of violence. Do not resist the one who is evil probably means something like, don’t turn into the very thing that you hate. Don’t become what you oppose. … Paul says, ‘Do not return evil for evil.’”

As you most of you know, Margaret and I have two six-year old Rottweilers in our home. Both were adopted from the Denver Dumb Friends League. They are absolute sweet-hearts who would not hurt a fly. (They catch and release flies.) Last fall, one of our daughters moved back home, and she brought with her a soft-coated Wheaton Terrier. Our Peaceable Kingdom was shattered. The dogs did not get along. Fights broke out over food, over toys, over couch space, over walk order, over Thanksgiving, over Christmas. Each time they broke into a fight, all of us dove into it and grabbed for collars and pulled tails and tugged at appendages until they were separated. We literally got down on their level and fought force with force. It was a bloody mess. The violence continued to escalate week after week – until we called in a dog training expert who is two hours taught us a non-violent way to avoid fights and stop them if and when they erupted. Friends, that was on December 27 and using non-violent means with our trio of dogs has worked perfectly: they have not had one single fight (in our presence?) since we adopted a non-violent approach with them.

As long as you take an eye for an eye or a tooth for a tooth, as long as you try to combat force with force, as long as you fight evil with evil, as long as you stoop to the level of your oppressor and use his tactics, violence will continue to escalate. Jesus seeks a different way, a harder way, a non-violent solution to problems. I believe it takes a strong person to turn the other cheek and take another punch. I believe it takes a strong person who, when sued for his coat, gives his cloak as well. I do not believe a person who is forced to carry a pack one mile and chooses to go two is weak. I think these are all illustrations of a person who resists evil doers by saying effectively, “You cannot hurt me. You cannot kill me. You cannot squash my spirit. I am stronger than you. I have a Higher Power. I will not reduce myself to your level. You are the small one.”

The Soviet Union, which was famously termed “The Evil Empire” by one of our Presidents, came crashing down through non-violent means. Many thought it would take nuclear missiles and a big war to bring it down, but in 1989 thirteen countries underwent non-violent revolutions and the Iron Curtain collapsed rather peacefully. As we sit here this morning, all over the world governments with tremendous power and significant military resources are being toppled through non-violent means. One can only imagine what would have happened in Cairo if protestors had marched into the city with pitchforks, guns or grenades! I imagine they would have been shot and killed and carted off quickly, but they came in great numbers, they sang in the streets, they used to internet to let the world watch what was happening in real time, they cried out for justice … and – most unbelievably! – few were killed as the government collapsed.

Non-violent solutions are extremely powerful. Gandhi said, “Everyone in the world knows that Jesus and His teaching is non-violent, except Christians.”

In your personal life, in your attempts for justice, as a Christian, Jesus expects you – not to return and eye for an eye, not to escalate hate and hostility, violence and mendacity, but to seek create solutions that make for peace …

Because Jesus does not want you to destroy your enemy; he wants you to transform your enemy through the power of God’s transforming love. His final reinterpretation of the Law addresses God’s love: 43 ‘You have heard that it was said, “You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.” 44 But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45 so that you may be children of your Father in heaven; for he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the righteous and on the unrighteous. 46 For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax-collectors do the same? 47And if you greet only your brothers and sisters, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same?”

God loves everybody. God sends rain upon the fields of the just and the unjust alike; God makes the sun rise and set on the evil and the good. God is the Creator of the whole earth and everybody in it, and God loves everybody. God loves us all – red and yellow, black and white we are all precious in God’s sight.

Most people believe it is a “best practice” in life to love your friends and hate your enemies. Jesus tells his disciples to love broadly and generously — and hate no one. It’s perfectly natural to love those who love you – this requires no effort, no commitment, no challenge. Even sinners and tax collectors love the people who love them; Gentiles – non-Christians, pagans – are kind to their own brothers and sisters. But, if you dare claim to be a Christian, a follower of Jesus, then you shall love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be considered to be sons and daughters of your great Father in heaven.

Again, I do like Eugene Peterson’s paraphrase of this passage: 43-47″You’re familiar with the old written law, ‘Love your friend,’ and its unwritten companion, ‘Hate your enemy.’ I’m challenging that. I’m telling you to love your enemies. Let them bring out the best in you, not the worst. When someone gives you a hard time, respond with the energies of prayer, for then you are working out of your true selves, your God-created selves. This is what God does. He gives his best—the sun to warm and the rain to nourish—to everyone, regardless: the good and bad, the nice and nasty. If all you do is love the lovable, do you expect a bonus? Anybody can do that. If you simply say hello to those who greet you, do you expect a medal? Any run-of-the-mill sinner does that.”

In conclusion of this section on the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus says, “Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.” Now, there is such a thing as the “perfectionist” personality. I work with some very fine perfectionists on staff here at Wellshire. We have played around with the Enneagram lately to try understand each other better and improve our service to you. Perfectionists are obsessed with doing the right thing, following rules, thinking that there is a right way and a wrong way and their goal is to be perfect, have zero defects. Their language is peppered with “ought” and “should” and “must.” Perfectionists make great employees and I thoroughly enjoy working with them on staff, but let me let you in on little secret: I am not a perfectionist, and I do not believe Jesus was either, nor do I think he expects all of his disciples to be perfectionists.

And, frankly, some branches of the Protestant faith wrongly give teach that being absolutely morally and ethically perfect or personally holy is the primary point of Christianity. Here are the rules. Obey! Just do it; that’s all there is to it.

The word that is translated “perfect” here in Greek is “telos” or “telios,” which means “end” or “final” and connotes wholeness or completeness. It is the same word from which we get teleological, which is the study of design or purpose. When he says, “Be teilios” (i.e., “Be perfect.”), he is not saying be a perfectionist; he is saying, remember the end, the point, the goal, which is love. While you are obeying my commandments and following my rules, remember the point of all this is to be perfect love, to become love, to be complete in your love for God and for others, as God is love. Be perfect in your love. Be wholly loving.

Understood this way, your concern should not be so much on your own ethical performance, as your concern should be for others. Trying to be perfect in this way actually means that you not worry so much about yourself, as you place your focus upon others. When Jesus says that he wants you to be perfect, he is not planning on measuring you against laws and rules and commandments; rather, you will be judged by the quality of your relationships, the depth of your love and the intensity of your concern for your loved ones and your enemies.

In the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus gives your rules to follow – high rules, hard rules, laughable impossible rules, but true Christianity is a matter of the heart – it’s all about love and how effectively we are able to put our love into practice.

Jesus later said, ‘“You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.” 38 This is the greatest and first commandment. 39 And a second is like it: “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” 40 On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.’

He did not come to abolish the Law.

He came to fulfill it and teach a higher way.

Posted by: jhbelljr | June 8, 2011

Adultery! or not?

[Note: this is a completely UNEDITED manuscript from Dr. Bell's files.]

John 7:53 Then each of them went home, 8:1while Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. 2Early in the morning he came again to the temple. All the people came to him and he sat down and began to teach them. 3The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery; and making her stand before all of them, 4they said to him, ‘Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of committing adultery. 5Now in the law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?’ 6They said this to test him, so that they might have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. 7When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, ‘Let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.’ 8And once again he bent down and wrote on the ground.* 9When they heard it, they went away, one by one, beginning with the elders; and Jesus was left alone with the woman standing before him. 10Jesus straightened up and said to her, ‘Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?’ 11She said, ‘No one, sir.’* And Jesus said, ‘Neither do I condemn you. Go your way, and from now on do not sin again.”

When I can’t sleep at night and find myself channel surfing in the basement, I almost always end up watching a crime show or two and sometimes three. Crime shows help me go to sleep because the plot is almost always the same. Some crime is committed by some diabolical person, some law enforcement agency unravels the case – even though “it’s hard and complicated,” the DA presses charges, there is a trial, the bad person gets what’s coming to him and goes to jail, justice is done … Nice, predictable, tidy. I feel that all is right in the world and we are all safe again and I can fall to sleep peacefully.

But sometimes, every once in a while – not often … it doesn’t end that way … sometimes for reasons that I don’t always fully understand or appreciate, the writers and producers let the criminal get away with it. In this plot, it seems that a smart, but seedy criminal defense attorney finds a loop hole in the law and the judge is forced to dismiss the case or suppress necessary evidence. The judge’s hands are tied. Justice is not done. The guilty goes free. This is disturbing.

Well, our Bible story for this morning may be as shocking to your sense of justice. Here the scribes and the Pharisees – the religious leaders of Jesus’ day – drag before Jesus a woman who had been caught in adultery. The penalty for adultery in Mosaic Law was death. The fact that she had been caught in the act is not disputed by any one present. They ask Jesus what they should do. Rather than answer them, Jesus snoops down and writes something in the dirt. They kept asking him questions, and he kept writing things with his finger in the dirt. What was he writing? There is an ancient tradition that suggests in the dirt he was writing their sins: hypocrisy, self-righteousness, perhaps greed, pride, sexism.

Jeremiah 17:13 says this, “All who forsake [the Lord] shall be put to shame; those who turn away from you shall be recorded in the dirt, for they have forsaken the fountain of living water.” Some believe Jesus was writing down their names in the dirt, fulfilling this very verse, because they had forsaken the fountain of life.

The truth is that no one knows what he was writing in the dirt with his finger, but clearly he was ignoring the question put to him by the scribes and Pharisees: what should they do with her? What should be the punishment of this woman?

Finally, he straightened up and said to them, “Let anyone among you who is without sin cast the first stone.” And then he kneeled down again and resumed writing in the dirt. Of course, they went away one by one, because none of them was sinless. Jesus knew it, and they knew it. How humiliated they must have been … how angry they must have become at this poorly educated, rebellious, rural rabbi who refused to implement the law. Adultery is one of the egregious acts forbidden in the Ten Commandments which Moses received from God on Mt. Sinai. In the Books of Leviticus (20:10) and Deuteronomy (22:22), it is very clear that the penalty for adultery is death. This woman was allegedly caught in the act, but Jesus refuses to condemn her and lets her go free.

Amazing! No wonder they wanted to kill him: his action seems unjust and surely infuriates everybody involved! The guilty one goes free – that is disturbing.

This is a troubling story. In fact, some ancient manuscripts of the Gospel of John do not even include this story [Notice it is in parentheses.], causing some scholars to wonder whether it actually happened at all or it was later cut out by those with a strong sense of justice and who were offended by it.

But it would be a gross mis-reading of this text if you believe for a second that Jesus is suggesting that adultery is not bad or wrong or should go un-punished.  There is nothing written in any part of the New Testament that suggests sin is not problematic and that there are painful consequences to sin. In fact, Jesus claims that his mission is to save sinners, but the way he chose to save sinners was unique: he did not choose to stand in judgment, he did not nag or needle them until they stopped errant ways, he did not point his finger and scold sinners and he did not speak poorly of and deride sinners – or chide them, he did not pick up a stone and hurl it at sinners; no, he chose to forgive them and accept them and grant them another chance and a fresh start at life. He looked at people as righteous, extending grace and mercy and love. He came to save sinners – not condemn them, and he refused to condemn this woman as well.

This is not to approve of or excuse her actions at all: Jesus wants her to repent – to change. In fact, he tells her not to sin again. He wants her to experience a new life and take advantage of a fresh start. But what Jesus understands is that, in the words of Paul Tillich, acceptance creates repentance. It is an awareness of God’s love and God’s grace and God’s forgiveness that fills you with a desire to change. You do not have to repent in order to receive God’s love; God’s love and mercy – once realized, once perceived – result in repentance.

The truth is that none of us are sinless. None of us are good enough to withstand the judgment of God. None of us are holy. All of us fall short of the mark and God’s expectations of us. We are all like sheep who have gone astray. This, of course, is why we believe Jesus died for our sins. He died for you.

One of the most interesting passages of Scripture is the hinge between Romans 1 & 2. It is often used narrowly and exclusively to condemn homosexuals, but Paul is actually making a point about the sinful nature within all of us.

In the last part of the first chapter or Romans, Paul appears to be standing in judgment of sinners. He makes a long-list of who he thinks “they” (sinners) are and what they do. He says they (sinners) “did not see fit to acknowledge God, [and] God gave them up to a debased mind and to things that should not be done. 29 They were filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, covetousness, malice. Full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, craftiness, they are gossips, 30slanderers, God-haters,* insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil, rebellious towards parents, 31foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless. 32 They know God’s decree, that those who practice such things deserve to die—yet they not only do them but even applaud others who practice them.

But in the next verse, which happens to be the first verse of Chapter 2, Paul shifts pronouns and reaches a startling conclusion. He goes from preaching to meddling. After writing about them and them and those people – the ones that do bad things in his very long list of sinners, he concludes:

“Therefore, you [He shifts here from “they” to “you.” He is now addressing Christians,] have no excuse, whoever you are, when you judge others; for in passing judgment on another you condemn yourself, because you, the judge, are doing the very same things. 2 You say,* ‘We know that God’s judgment on those who do such things is in accordance with truth.’ 3 Do you imagine, whoever you are, that when you judge those who do such things and yet do them yourself, you will escape the judgment of God? 4 Or do you despise the riches of his kindness and forbearance and patience? Do you not realize that God’s kindness is meant to lead you to repentance?”

This woman did indeed fall short of the mark of God’s expectations of her, and she was offered new life, a second chance, a living hope, in Jesus Christ – the sinless One, who chose not to throw a stone at her, not to condemn her.

But this story is really not about the women and her sin – it’s about the men and their sin. It’s about the scribes and the Pharisees. They brought the woman in front of Jesus to try to trick him, to try to fool him, to try to entrap him, so that they could have him arrested, put an end to his ministry and kill him — and all that he said and stood for. This story is in the Bible because it highlights the evil of those whose harbor hate, those who are self-righteous, those who judgmental and those who are hypocritical. A community of faith that claims to be a reflection of what God intends for all humanity does not have room for hate or hubris or hypocrisy – like these men who sought to stone a single woman for a single sin though their sins were scarlet – and legion and clearly apparent. They sought to build up themselves, to puff up their own self-importance by throwing stones at a weak woman who they chose to vilify and ostracize.

If there is one sin that should have no home in the Church of Jesus Christ it is the sin of being judgmental. Jesus says, “Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful. ‘Do not judge, and you will not be judged; do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.”

I know some of you have been to my presentations on my experiences in Russia have heard this story. I went to Russian the first time in the early 90’s – not long after communism collapsed. I was there with a group of representatives from our denomination, the PCUSA, to see what we could do to support Christians in Russia. We went to St. Sergey’s monastery and were given a tour by a Russian orthodox nun whose English was very good. During the tour we expressed concern for the Russian Christians, asked what we could do to help, articulated dismay at their difficult plight and queried her about how bad things had been. Her irritation with us clearly was growing during the tour, and finally she took us into a chapel, pointed at a lovely painting and asked us what Biblical story did we see. It was actually a very funny, almost literal painting of a man with a log in his eye struggling to get a fleck of dust out of the eye of another man. It was almost cartoonish and it took us no time at all to recognize the parable. The nun looked at us and said, “If you want to help us, go back to America and get the log out of your own eye. Christians in Russia can take care of our own problems just fine.” And she wheeled about and left us. Tour over. Point made.

The one who is without sin cast the first stone.

Do not judge, and you will not be judged.

That’s not only good advice, which will help you sleep better at night.

That’s the Gospel!

Posted by: jhbelljr | June 8, 2011

The Harpsichord

Many have wanted to know what I am learning musically. Important things … such as:

Sir Thomas Beecham thought that a harpsichord sounds like  “two skeletons copulating on a tin roof in a thunderstorm.”

Who knew?

I like the sound of a harpsichord, so what does that say about my tastes in music?

Posted by: jhbelljr | June 8, 2011

Worship Advice

I have always enjoyed attending worship – even as a child. I am sure that I was rowdy as a child and was difficult for my parents to handle. I remember sitting in the largely empty balcony of a very large Gothic sanctuary, making paper airplanes with the bulletin and letting them fly low, hoping and praying one did not catch wind and swoop over the balcony rail and down on the congregation below. Daring!

I almost always enjoy worship: the pageantry, the singing of the hymns, the sermon, the prayers, the sacred spaces. I went to worship during college. I’ll normally even attend worship when the family is on vacation – usually alone. (Okay, Megan goes with me sometimes!) I simply love it.

I am in that bewildered group who doesn’t understand why people do not attend worship on Sunday morning. But I have a feeling I know why: there are some folks who go to worship only to “get” and “take”; there are others who go to “give” and see worship as our primary service to God. If you are going to worship to “get” and “take,” then you will tend to be critical: maybe you’ll think that the music dragged, the sermon was not creative, the pews were hard, parking was tight, the landscaping was poor, because you are judging the experience based on what you want for yourself. You are the judge, jury and prosecuting attorney!

However, if you go as a service to God, then your perspective changes and your dominate concern is: how am I doing? How am I singing the hymns? How am I paying attention? How will I apply the sermon in my life? How is God hearing my prayers? And you understand that the only judge of worship this particular morning is the Creator! Was God present and did God enjoy what was offered ?

I once asked an old preaching professor who had listened to over a hundred thousand sermons (his estimation) what he did or thought when he was listening to a bad sermon. He said, “I put my head down in my hands and I pray for the preacher.” Well, next time I look out at the congregation during a sermon and see people with their heads down, I won’t assume they are asleep. I’ll imagine they are praying for me!

I suggest the next time your alarm goes off on Sunday: you ask yourself – not what do I need for my spiritual journey? But ask yourself: what do I need to do this morning to make God’s joy complete?

Posted by: jhbelljr | June 6, 2011

I’m Back!

So … it’s been a while, but I am back on the blog, and I am ready to write, share, think and spew my thoughts about life, religion, God, the world, relationships and pretty much whatever else comes to mind – whether it’s important or helpful or meaningful or not.

First, let me answer the most frequently asked question: how’s the Sabbatical going?

I have been away from the office about 6 weeks now, and the time has been – pick a word? – great, wonderful, peaceful, perfect, restful, reflective, re-creative, restorative? But to be honest I miss work, I miss preaching, I miss the good people of the church, I really miss the energy and collegiality of the staff, and not a day goes by when I don’t think about what I will do when I get back to it all.

Stepping away from my daily responsibilities has made me realize what a routine my work is. I have often though my work as a pastor is unpredictable and sometimes chaotic – and that’s sometimes true. I never know exactly what to expect each day. People die. Tragedy strikes. One e-mail or phone call can shoot a hole in my whole week! But I now realize that there is a general predictability to it all. More often than not, I go from sermon to sermon, from staff meeting to staff meeting, from Session meeting to Session meeting, from Advent through Christmas and onto Easter every year for about 25 years!

I have often said that what I enjoy most about my work is that I have a front row seat to the beauty of life – I get to hold babies during baptism, I stand with couples as they say their marriage vows, I often pray with people who are afraid of dying, and I get to stand with families at the time of death. Life truly is beautiful, and pastors see it up close and personal. It is a sacred and holy calling.

I miss the people – and I miss the routine! But these weeks will help me – ARE helping me! – reflect on my routine and keep it fresh and intentional. Borrowing from the old Jack Nicholson movie, The Shining, “All work and no play makes [John] a dull boy,” and John hates dull – and you hate it when John is dull! I remember Fred Craddock, a venerated homiletics professor, saying that it is a sin to be boring in the pulpit. Ouch. Hopefully, this time of enrichment will make me less of a sinner … in the pulpit anyway!

What have I been doing? Well, the first couple of weeks were focused on family – my mother came out for a visit, and, as many of heard, Katie had a horrible car accident in North Carolina which demanded attention. (She is doing great and is already at camp as a counselor!) As promised, I have been running a lot. I ran one ½ marathon and plan to do another one this weekend. I have been studying music and astronomy – two black holes in my liberal arts education.  Yes, I have attended worship somewhere almost every Sunday. In addition, I have been to several Rockies games, watched American Idol every week and have taken in several movies and one play. The strangest thing is having a real, two-day weekend. The yard will look great by the end of the summer!

And NOW I am starting to write!

Stay tuned.

Posted by: jhbelljr | October 30, 2010

Urban Ministry

On Wednesday, clergy staff on the Wellshire Church went on a field trip. We were joined by Holly Inglis, our very fine educator, Chuck Sparks, our crack church administrator, and Ray Johnson, a very dedicated elder at the church.

We left the church at sharply at 10:00 a.m. and went to Food Bank of the Rockies, which was a very impressive, large-scale operation. We had a complete tour from an employee, but Wellshire member Bob Britt, who was volunteering that day, made it personal for us by showing us where and how our church donations are processed and used.

We then went to Metro-CareRing, which is a food panty that offers other forms of assistance when practical. There we met with the executive director and manager, had lunch and stocked shelves for a couple of hours. Of interest, Wellshire had just donated 2,600 lbs. of food. We were initially proud of the size of this contribution, but rapidly humbled to learn that they would give out that much food in one day.

We then jetted off to The Gathering Place, which is a women’s day shelter. I had worked with day shelters before. In fact, my church in Tennessee had one, but I had no idea of the size and scope of The Gathering Place! I was completely impressed with every facet of their ministry. Our team prepared the early evening, served it and cleaned up after ourselves and the guests. It was sad knowing that – not long after we slipped out the door, they too would be forced to leave the day shelter to find some place to endure the night.

We had an hour before our next assignment, so we popped into a local watering hole for margaritas and loaded nachos. The fatigue was starting to appear and yet joy was present, as we had a very serious discussion about what we had seen and heard.

Finally, we scooted down to Central Presbyterian Church and served homeless men their evening meal at the New Genesis Shelter before going home about 7:30 p.m., leaping, singing, dancing and praising God!

I cannot speak for all on our little field trip, but deeply embedded in my understanding of the Christian faith and life is the notion that we are to look for the face of Jesus in those who are lost and suffering (Matthew 25). I saw him in the wrinkled faces of the men and the women who asked me for bread. Sometimes, if we look closely enough, we might even see our own face in the tired and weary faces of those whose lives have been shattered and who beg for food. As one of our tribe noted, it is clear that the face of poverty in American has changed in this recession, for many that we served looked as if they could have been our sons and our daughters – or even our parents.

As most of you know, I have been intimately involved with Habitat for Humanity for nearly 25 years, but, as a pastor of a church, it is a true thrill to see what other members of my congregation are doing for others in the name of Jesus Christ! Every where we went on Wednesday, Wellshire volunteers were present and working hard, and each of the volunteer coordinators at each mission sang the same song, “I don’t know what we would do without Wellshire.” It was a great joy to get outside of the walls of Wellshire for a day and see what Wellshire members are doing outside of our walls. I am proud of the church that I am blessed to serve! Let us run and not be weary.

Posted by: jhbelljr | October 24, 2010

The Pharisee and The Publican

Here is today’s sermon, based on Luke 18:9-14:

I do not drink beer very often, but I love the advertisements for Dos Equis beer. They feature a heavily bearded, very savvy, man, who claims that he is “the most interesting man in the world.” He is confident, but his confidence borders of arrogance. The commercial has launched numerous spoofs on the internet. Here are some of the funnier lines that I found that he might have said:

I have been known to cure narcolepsy by walking into the room.

Waiters normally tip me.

My traditional house-warming gift is a house.

I did refuse an offer from Don Corleone.

I can speak Russian in French.

Well, it does not take too much imagination to recognize that the Pharisee in our parable this morning possesses an equal or greater amount of arrogance. To fully comprehend the radical nature of this parable, you must understand that the Pharisee was a truly good man. There is no reason to doubt his own his claim of moral superiority. He was not a thief, he was not a rogue, he did not commit adultery, he did not cheat on his taxes … and conversely he did fast twice a week as a spiritual practice and gave a tenth of his all of his income to support his congregation. Those are all truly good things to be and do. He is, in some ways, a role model, worthy of imitation. I would never encourage any of you to steal or cheat on your spouse, nor would I ever discourage any of you from fasting regularly or giving a tenth of your income to the church.

To be truly good Christians we must refrain from doing those things which we are not to do – the Ten Commandments tell us not to murder, not to steal, not to commit adultery, not to skip worship on the Sabbath, and we must do those things we are supposed to do: give alms to the poor, feed the hungry, visit the sick, lift up the broken-hearted. Christians are expected to do good works: Jesus says in the Sermon on the Mount: “Let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven.” “Faith without works is dead.” It takes hard work, discipline and sacrifice to be “a good Christian.”

I have occasionally made the point here that most Christians that I know are fairly good at NOT doing things they should not do, but do struggle with sins of omission: we do often fail to get done those things that they ought to do. It’s easier to stay home and watch Dancing with the Stars or Monday Night Football than go prepare and serve a meal to the homeless; it’s too tempting to go skiing on Saturday than spend a day working for Habitat for Humanity. It’s important to know that being a Christian requires us to take actions, the life of faith requires that we do things – good works, that others will see us do and give thanks to God!

The Pharisee is good and that is not bad. The problem with the Pharisee – his weakness, his sin – is that he trusted in himself, he trusted in his own goodness, his own righteousness. He was completely self-righteous, puffed up, full of himself, narcissistic and full of pride. In his mind, he did not need to be justified by grace; he did not need the mercy of God; he saw no reason for God’s forgiveness.

Augustine wrote that pride is the chief form of sin. Reinhold Niebuhr goes a bit further and suggests that there are several different forms of pride: there is the pride which causes a person to seek glory; there is the kind of pride which causes one to will for power; there is intellectual pride; there is moral pride; and then there is a pride which is most dangerous to the church — and that is spiritual pride. Niebuhr writes that moral pride makes virtue the very vehicle of sin – as I have said before, but spiritual pride is a pathetic and misguided effort to deify the self, to make ourselves our own little gods – thus cutting us off from God.

The Pharisee beams with moral pride, and, Jesus suggests, “he trusts in himself” – not his God; therefore, he is guilty of the seediest form of sin: spiritual pride.

And, therefore, he regarded others with contempt. He had the audacity to stand up front in the sanctuary, brimming with pride and thank God that he was not like other people. He considered him to be superior in every way, and he judged others with a critical eye and regarded others as inferior human beings.

In the musical Wicked, as I recall, Glinda, the good witch, finds she must room at college with the bad, ugly witch, Elphaba. Glinda thinks that she is so pretty, so smart, so good, so popular that she (like the Pharisee!) regards her new roommate with contempt. The song which punctuates this scene is popularly called, Loathing, because Glinda sings of her unadulterated loathing of one who is less than what she considers herself to be.

Of course, Elphaba doesn’t like to be looked down upon, so she mirrors Glinda’s unadulterated loathing and they sing at each other:

Let’s just say – I loathe it all!

Ev’ry little trait, however small

Makes my very flesh being to crawl

With simple utter loathing

There’s a strange exhilaration

In such total de-tes-tation.

The Pharisee looked down upon the tax collector – and everybody else – with unadulterated loathing. He despised other people, because they were not as good as he considered himself to be, and, in so doing, his goodness, his virtue, became the very vehicle for his sin and his spiritual pride killed his spirit.

There seems to me to be a whole lot of unadulterated loathing going on these days. Liberal Christians seem to consider themselves morally superior to conservative Christians – and conservative Christians generally loathe liberal Christians; most Protestants are glad they are not like the Roman Catholics – and vice versa; Republicans look down their noses at the Democrats, and, of course, the Democrats don’t seem to like the Republicans very much either; many Americans seem to despise people from other places; and many, if not most, Christians go to bed at night praying to God that they are glad that they are not like all the other people in the world – like Arabs and Hindus and Jews.

There seems to be to be a whole lot of unadulterated loathing going on. The truth is that most of us are more like this Pharisee than we care to admit: most people seem to think that they are really pretty good, in fact, most people think that they are better than others, morally superior and more spiritual than our neighbors, closer to God and closer to the truth. We tend to justify ourselves and our actions and attitudes while judging others harshly and showing no mercy.

Everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, Jesus says,

But those who humble themselves will be exalted …

In contrast to the Pharisee, of course, the tax collector was a true sinner, a rotten apple, a thief, a man who had done some really bad things and had ruined a lot of lives. He was hated by all and despised by the community.  Fred Craddock writes, “Working for a foreign government collecting taxes from his own people, a participant in a cruel and corrupt system, politically a traitor, religiously unclean, a [tax collector] was a reprehensible character.” The tax-collector, Jesus said, was standing far off, he would not even look up to heaven, but, filled with remorse, he beat his breast, sobbing, crying out, begging, “God, be merciful to me, a sinner!” Then, Jesus says to the shock and amazement of all, “I tell you, this man went down to his home justified rather than the other.” The great, late George Buttrick wrote that Jesus conclusion was “a staggering and unpardonable assault on accepted judgments [of his day].”

Everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, Jesus said,

But those who humble themselves will be exalted …

Perhaps the church would be well-served if you and I and all Christians everywhere would show a little touch of humility from time to time. Perhaps instead of looking down at others or standing in judgment of others, we might actually offer a little grace and extend a little mercy to those in need. Perhaps we might, as Paul encourages us to do, think of others as better than ourselves.

There’s a great story about the boxer, Mohammed Ali – stop me if you have heard this one before. Ali was, as you know, known to be quite an arrogant, conceded man, who was completely confident of his abilities. One time he was on an airplane, which was about to take off, and the flight attendant came by noticed he didn’t have his seat belt on. She leaned down and told him to put on his seat belt, that it was required by the FAA. He looked up at her. Incredulous, he said, “Ma’am, do you know who I am? I am Mohammed Ali. I am the greatest of all time. I am SUPERMAN.” She looked down at him, rolled her eyes, and humbled the great Ali by saying, “Now, if you really are SUPERMAN, you wouldn’t need to be on this plane now, would you?”

It is tempting to think that we are greater and better and more important than we are. None of us are beyond the need for the amazing grace of God. It was the sinner – and not the Pharisee – who went home justified by God that day.

Who among us will go home justified today?

John Bunyan wrote,

He that is down needs fear no fall,

He that is low, no pride;

He that is humble ever shall

Have God to be his guide.

 

Posted by: jhbelljr | October 22, 2010

My Two Cents

As a clergy person, I am frequently asked my opinion on homosexuality.

Here are my two cents:

I support gay rights, and I have always voted for gay ordination at Presbytery and General Assembly. In the congregations that I have served, gays and lesbians – I hope – have felt welcomed and valued as full members of the body of Christ.

I have been criticized by some for not taking a stronger pro-gay stance in the pulpit. (In fact, I don’t recall ever preaching on the subject.) Anyone who listens to my message from the pulpit or who knows how I relate to people knows that I do not judge and I do not discriminate against any group regardless of sexual orientation, political party or creed – to the best of my ability and with God’s help. Jesus said, “Do not judge, and you will not be judged; do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put into your lap; for the measure you give will be the measure you get back.”

Jesus treated everybody with equal respect regardless of their station in life, regardless of their educational or religious status or national origin, and, so we are left to assume, he treated persons with alternative sexual practices justly, fairly, with no bias or malice. It is well documented that Jesus says nothing in the Bible against homosexuality.

Good, reasonable, devout, faithful Christian folk may disagree on whether or not homosexuality is a sin, but it is inconceivable to me that we cannot all agree that hate is a sin. Homophobic behavior, hate crimes or gay-bashing (verbal of physical) has no home in the Church of Jesus Christ. The kind of abuse that is being reported recently against gays and lesbians has no place in the church, and such behavior is clearly offensive to God and stands in direct contrast to Jesus’ teaching.

Fear and hate are non-Christian values. As I read scripture, honestly, I don’t even know how this is debatable. Jesus says – among other things: ‘You have heard that it was said to those of ancient times, “You shall not murder”; and “whoever murders shall be liable to judgment.” But I say to you that if you are angry with a brother or sister, you will be liable to judgment; and if you insult a brother or sister, you will be liable to the council; and if you say, “You fool”, you will be liable to the hell of fire. [Matt. 5:21-22]

I really, truly, absolutely, do not understand any Christian who does not try to love EVERYBODY.

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